#23 Ramblings for the last day of 2011

Last day of 2011....... doesn't feel much different than any other day. Wondering whether I should make NY resolutions.... that always fail in the end. But I think I should think of some anyway. Wondering how to evaluate my 2011 on whether it has more ups than downs or vice versa. Can't really decide... Well I guess as usual there's always 2 sides to everything.

I think I'm 'quite' lazy when I am home. 'Quite' would be an understatement. I'm either sleeping, watching a show or just using my lappy half the time. At the very far end of my mind I feel like I should use my time to do or accomplish more productive activities but I am just too darn lazy. Boo.

I should really, really get a hobby that I can put time into. Have yet to figure out what I should do. Any ideas?

One thing I always *intend* to do is to read more books. The books I have been *intending* to read has not been read. Or I tend to read, then bookmark it, then neglect it for quite a while, forget what I read earlier on, start from the beginning... and the cycle repeats. T.T Sigh.

Back at work, I would be faced with a question,

"What does THAT sound like??"

.

.

.

"Excuses..."

T_T

NEED TO BE MORE PRODUCTIVE.

All in all, I would say I'm still grateful for whatever has happened in 2011. Even the downsides has another side to it as they say when a door closes, a window opens. I hope many more windows may open next year, wishfully without any doors closing.

Oh and I would say the saying that hit me the most this year would be "You never know what you have until you lose it." Can't express how true that is. We should never take anything for granted.

Anyway, I hope you all will have a good start to the new year! : )